Yea that statement pretty much throws away my man card, but I don’t know I’ve been pretty content lately with just not really giving a fuck. So much to the point where nothing really bothers me. Somehow I’d kind of “like” to be sad about something, just so I know I’m not this apathetic person that I’ve let myself become. I mean things are looking up nowadays but those are just stepping stones to hopefully start of 2012 good. The year 2011 has been very underwhelming. Nothing truly extravagant has happened yet and its nearly the end of November already. I’m not really sure what I really want to happen though. Maybe I just wanted whatever it is to be obvious to spot. It’s whatever I guess. I have no idea where this is all going. I don’t know yall maybe what’s getting to me is that I’m just tired of having trouble sleeping lately. Keeping me rolling around in bed and thinking about stuff.